I hate these kind of days, when it just feels like
my world is nothing but a great big void...

It's like those summer hours have no end,
and when they do end, it's only to give room
for the unconcious, sleep. And the cycle repeats.

I hate it when I've got nothing to do, and
life seems to have just lost it's collors. When it
feels like it's such a simple and dull existence...




It's happened several times, really. I sleep in, and wake at noon.
Of course there is noone home by then, and I'm alone.
...Mom won't pick up the phone. Neither will dad.

It's six O'clock in the evening. Time goes so slow, and yet it's already been six hours... Six hours of boredom...
I'm still alone. Ben must be visiting a friend, as he isn't yet home.

The house is emty... well, of course it is, but it feels emty.
I havent eaten yet, I'm hungry, but I'll wait. When they're home, we'll eat together.

Eight O'clock, family members accounted for: 1.

Ten O'clock, It's dark outside... It's dark inside too...

There's nothing to watch on tv, but the luminescent light dances in the living room. El baile de la muerte... or mayby it's the dance of
nothingness...

It feels like I've been up for a whole day, even if it's only been 10 hours. I can't remeber if I've eaten yet. I think I had a sandwich, but that may as well have been yesterday evening.

My stommach is rumbling, I guess it really was yesterday.

Eleven O'clock, I just brushed my teeth.
I'm a little sleepy, but I cant sleep, I hear noises.
The cars going by outside, the wind, the fan, so distracting,
and yet, I'm not really listening to them at all.. just laying here.
I can hear a car come up the driveway. Doors opened, then slammed shut. They're laughing. Dad says something about an unlocked door.
They come in. Mom checks on me, but I pretend to be asleep.

These kind of days are the worst, but, I think I can sleep now,
Becouse tomorrow, I'll definately wake up early~

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Just something I scribbled down when I was bored in the end of summer vacation ^^'' I've been meaning to put it up but...

Annywho, summers long gone, and winter's kickin' in for real i guess.
I don't really have much to say... I'll probably be upploading some more works, but I'm not making any promises...

Hmm, other than that life is pretty cheap right now and the one person
I reaaaaaally want to see is the one out of reach...

Also, totally unrelated, but Sieven, how the HECK do you make those
:3 faces on dev. art???

Oh! And I jsust bought myself a premium membership *yay*